Sunday, April 02, 2017
I have become an uncle again, but this time to the niece of my own brother. Good to have a new born to play with, but I wonder if I will want to have one of my own? For one, it is too much a responsibility. And next, I am not not too good with multi-tasking. I believe it will agitate me quite a fair bit if I have competing demands. I am already feeling quite apprehensive about showcasing my 4E class. They are by no means bad, just that they cannot be engaged at the same level. I hope this year passes quickly and I can get my Connect Plan payout. At my age, I desire money so that I can retire to do what I want in future, as quickly as possible.
Posted at 11:49 am by yzwr
Friday, March 03, 2017
I have never enjoyed reservist training. It is still the same now. However, it has become a little easier, now that I have moved to another branch. I just hope that everything would just move smoothly and I can do some real work during this period including planning lessons and setting papers.
Posted at 09:47 am by yzwr
Monday, February 06, 2017
I think every year I have to get into trouble somehow. First, it was contract variation. Then now it is enrichment during staff contact. I do not know how one can plan anything if you place restrictions everywhere. And the KISS exercise is a sham when you choose to stop what you want to stop and not what we collectively want to stop. The eventual outcome is for us to have disengaged staff and even our clients.
Anyway, I will just go with the motion and try to do as little as possible. This is the only way to not get yourself into trouble. And I will not do anything about contacting the overseas schools until time is running out. It is not my job anyway. Why should I trouble myself?
Posted at 08:26 pm by yzwr
Sunday, January 01, 2017
It's the beginning of a new year and I am not looking forward to it.
The first challenge would be the KP interview and of course meeting all the deadlines and expectations that are tied to the appointment. I wish I have the courage to say No and to do something about it.
Just the other day, I saw the post by WQ about her RO who asked her if she already had plans during June. She replied yes and the RO asked her if she's getting married and told her very specifically that this should not be so. She was truly upset and when I wanted to reproduce it here, it is now gone.
I just wished that everyone can be a little kinder and think not of himself or herself all the time. I think that I am a lot friendly in the past. Why have I changed? Who has changed me?
Anyway, I must try to tolerate whatever is thrown to me. I really need the money and I want it. Just the other day, HW told me Miss Wong entertained thoughts of quitting. And 21 years from when I know her, she is still around. I guess many of us have the temptation to leave but never really have the guts to do so.
Posted at 03:37 pm by yzwr
Friday, December 23, 2016
I was looking at Jacqueline Y/E/W and Pang KH who left service and have now the freedom to do what they want. I wonder if I would have the courage to do the same years down the road and pursue a path where I can enjoy more and stress less. I do not think they left because they were lousy at what they were doing. If there was so, they would have not gotten their promotion at all.
There must be many reasons but I guess at the end of the day, plucking up the courage to move to another greener pasture or a less green one is not easy. They have to sacrifise their pay and getting asked by people who are in no way any more successful than they are. I think I probably will be as courageous when I can get myself really disconnected from everyone.
Posted at 10:44 pm by yzwr
Tuesday, December 20, 2016
JM was telling me that he wanted to leave his current job. He has been in it for 5 years and he was kind of shock. His other colleague would be leaving it as well and wanted to be an EO.
He had applied for positions including one in a job he cannot explicitly described. And immediately I knew what he was referring to. I wished I could offer him more advice. Given his kind of character and commitment in other areas, it would be hard for him to sustain in that job for long.
When I looked at him and KQ, my conclusion is that while their job can be routine and mundane, they are probably the ones who can be travelling to so many countries without any care and concern about their job. This could only be so because of the rather low urgency level of their work. It is not high-paying but they can work until 70 year old and still be in it.
Sometimes, I wish to be in their shoe. I do not mind the low pay and job prospect. I just want that pay and of course to keep my sanity.
Posted at 03:11 pm by yzwr
Friday, December 02, 2016
I am not going anywhere and I am actually quite happy about it. Sometimes I just like routines and the predictability of things.
And I am meeting up with so many friends who I have not met for such a long time. I am really glad to see them. That's also possible because I am not going anywhere.
Posted at 07:21 pm by yzwr
Monday, November 07, 2016
I thought of conducting extra lessons for a group of students who I really think would do well in their exams if they are given that extra help. Less than a handful turned up and they were not even serious about it.
Yesterday, I saw a news report of a kid who I also helped a little along the way.
And today, I waited for the group of students to turn up. And none did. I feel unappreciated and a little sad that such is the state of students we had. I first end all access to the site I have kindly created for them to practise and I think I would also not reach school so early tomorrow. I think in life as was mentioned by the lecturer we sometimes spend our precious moments on people who have not learn to treasure, to appreciate and really to show it. If I were to put this time in some other places, I may be better off in many ways.
Posted at 06:49 pm by yzwr
Sunday, October 02, 2016
Work has become less and less meaningful by the day. Just now, KQ's friend was contemplating leaving service after collecting the period plan. I can totally resonate with him. I also cannot derive much joy in whatever I am doing anymore. I am just trying to earn more money. I must stop myself from making long term investment anymore so that if I ever want to leave, there is nothing to stop me from doing so.
Posted at 08:14 pm by yzwr
Friday, September 02, 2016
I was reading blog entries of those whom I have followed when I was still very young. The first was Dropzone and how I found the site was kind of funny too.I was still on MSN when Redface83 asked me to play the game. Naturally, I went online to do a search first.
Later, I was introduced to his friends and I began to follow their sites. I found them really worthy reads as they all wrote well. They had to as they were all Communication graduates. They no longer update their blog which is such a pity. But it was a such an interesting past that I do not think I would ever forget.
Posted at 10:20 am by yzwr